January 20, 2010
sixtynine
one sentencing on tumblr
perhaps one more reason to be lazy to update here. watch out.
muhahahahaha!
December 31, 2009
sixtyeight
it’s been a long while since i’ve written something here. 2009 has been a rather eventful year and the next year would probably be even more eventful.
this is for all noble and great people who has been with me throughout this year and walked me through this somewhat challenging yet good year!
December 2, 2009
sixtyseven
the hectic week has just begun! from this week onwards, it’s hell to pay.
1. Credit Analysis Exam
2. Treasury Exam
3. Personal Selling Group Role Play
4. Entrepreneurship Individual Project
5. Personal Selling Individual Project
6. Human Resource Exam
7. Life Insurance Exam
8. Human Resource Group Project
9. Entrepreneurship Group Project
& this is not all, there’s more coming up!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHUGH!
November 24, 2009
sixtysix
I thought of doing something crappy and stupid just to relax and waste the time away while my youtube videos load
and all i could think was doing a damm & stupid quiz.
Rules: Bold the following that are true about you and add 3 people who you want to do this at the bottom.
I miss somebody right now.
I don’t watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I’ve tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty is the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m TOTALLY smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I hate the rain.
I’m paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair. (used to)
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
I have worn fake hair / fingernails / eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
Slept with a suitemate.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I LOVE TO SHOP!
Would rather shop than eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I’m obsessed with my blog.
I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in (a) God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex. – thats before getting to know her very well
I’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to blog.
When I was a kid I played “the birds and the bees” with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I’m obsessive and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick’s “Children’s Story”.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend’s ex.
I like surveys.
I am happy at this moment.
I’m obsessed with guys.
Democrat.Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time. (whilst juggling with project works)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now. - comfortable enough i suppose
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles. – have never seen one; can’t comment on that
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient on a musical instrument. - the word to note is ‘a’
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs. – i don’t entirely hate it but i don’t love it either.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state. – i count exchange programs. because i did study there for a semester.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I am a pyro.
I love the Red Sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved. – i think they love me enough not to directly let me know.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I love Dear Abby.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing. - as a matter of fact, i do. to waste time.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don’t like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
I watch Food Network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can’t whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I’ve tried moving my tongue to see if I could do a wave
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I’ve often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie!!
I know who Santas L. Helper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I’m not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I’m an aritst.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when neccesary.
I have pointy-ended ears.
I have underwear every colour of the rainbow.
I love korean dramas.
I colour-code my wardrobe.
I own more than 20 pairs of shoes.
I cry silently and get over things easily and quickly.
I love blasting linkin park at mum whenever she nags.
I love listening to jay chou music. – I hate jay chou music
I love watching cartoons.
I love lame jokes. – even though tell them all the time.
I wish I was a tragic hero.
I hate one of my best friends but s/he has no idea.
November 22, 2009
sixtyfive
the last post was halloween.
henceforth, it’s been a month.
one word: lazy. that should sum the reason perfectly.
Rachel’s birthday eveninight out.
bad restaurant, alright food, tiring control of the bladder but still the same great awesome group of people.
What am I gonna do without these people in my life, God only knows.
& wenhua, it’s not the army, it’s just you who is being retarded. HA.
2012 (to me was great)
the haircut afterwhich was a pleasant experience but the cognitive dissonance is not so much.
can’t wait for monday to see attlee’s piercing.
saw the review on new moon, not so good.
not just by one, but many.
so i’ll just give this one a miss (like what i do with most other movies)
paranormal activity seems to be getting great reviews. perhaps i’ll catch this one.
with the same party of 4 as ‘2012′? perhaps. I’m determined to watch a movie in December to reward myself from the stress ongoing from projects and ICAs (exams basically).
that being said, Happy birthday RACHEL LOVE!
October 31, 2009
sixtyfour
happy halloween!
i suppose time flies, actually not so much.
10 weeks is up; despite the long break, i don’t feel at all refreshed.
in fact, it made me more tired than ever.
bewildering questions always overwhelm me
seems like its never-ending?
good thing is that i am always sucked into things pretty quickly (or is that a bad thing)
recently i have been watching a lot about this variety show.
it’s funny and it shows the surreal side of the closeness among people
in korea that is. I always wish i was there, part of them!
will i get a chance at it? perhaps in my dream.
October 17, 2009
sixtythree
my previous post was almost a month ago. (which may not seem too long for someone lazy like me)
everything thats about that long ago applies throughout. so there is technically nothing much to rant about.
these few days however are the most exciting of all my weeks of holidays.
wednesday: phone conversation (a super long one in fact) with attlee
thursday: dinner with wenxin
friday: CARRIE UNDERWOOD LIVE (with Dan & his friends; who are like me, a huge carrie fan!)
saturday: church youth ministry planning meeting
sunday: DG+church+church youth ministry planning meeting (part 2)+food trail after the meeting
monday: dinner with Attlee (& guangsheng? not sure about this one)
so i’m loving this week especially. something to spice up my very mundane lifestyle for the past 8 weeks.
not looking forward to starting school though; don’t get me wrong.
since I came back yesterday, I decided that I want to dig out all my albums from all over my cupboards
(& I realise I have 12 over albums with are missing!) the first one republic album, some hearts album by carrie underwood, jason mraz (but I know who I lent this to, Jonathan it’s time to return to me!) and some others.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE if you are holding on to any of my missing CDs, please let me know and return to me!
anyway one republic (secrets) is out! YES! It was played in Germany before anywhere else. I am going to buy their album. (it’s gonna be a major spending fit at HMV soon!) I’m gonna buy everything in November when all the mega artiste have released their new album (especially Carrie’s new album!)
October 17, 2009
sixtytwo
I will make like a proper update like later (literally, when I’m more settled)
for now I just need to say: WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Carrie Underwood Live! AWESOME! She was literally like one (almost two) arms length away from me!
I should have brought my two carrie CDs with me. But anyway it was all worth it!
now I’m waiting for kris allen, kings of leon, one republic (& hopefully they’ll appear in Singapore! & I’ll get to meet them up close!)
September 21, 2009
sixtyone
i’ve been getting more angsty by the days (especially so, when I am on my holidays; explain the irony to me!)
some conditions tagged along doesn’t help to smoothen the ends either.
1. my ipod’s battery died; which means i can’t f-ng charge it. AND i can’t find my warranty slips!
which means i’ll be forking $110 for another battery.
2. those f-ng employers won’t call me & right now at 6 weeks left of holidays, I’ve wasted 4 f-ng weeks of holidays.
(i’m just realizing the frequency of the holeyshitcowabunga word.)
3. having nothing to do & sleep insomnia (i presume when you try to sleep at 1am and end up sleeping at 5am plus and then waking up at 9 to 10am later in the same day equates to insomnia; unless anyone has another idea of it)
so since i’ve been having such murderous thoughts, i thought maybe find out the roots of why people get angry (just to kill time and end up thinking this is hellufafun!) – all listed are things that seems to apply to me
(for the whole text, click on the link)
http://ezinearticles.com/?What-Causes-Anger?&id=58598
Internal Sources of Anger
Our internal sources of anger come from our irrational perceptions of reality. Psychologists have identified four types of thinking that contribute to anger.
2. Low frustration tolerance. All of us at some point have experienced a time where our tolerance for frustration was low. Often stress-related anxiety lowers our tolerance for frustration and we begin to perceive normal things as threats to our well-being or threats to our ego.
3. Unreasonable expectations. When people make demands, they see things as how they should be and not as they really are. This lowers their frustration tolerance because people who have unreasonable expectations expect others to act a certain way, or for uncontrollable events to behave in a predictable manner. When these things do not go their way, then anger, frustration, and eventually depression set in.
External Sources Of Anger
There are a hundreds of internal and external events that can make us angry, but given the parameters of a negotiating situation, we can narrow these factors down to four general events.
1. The person makes personal attacks against us. The other side attacks you along with the problem in the form of verbal abuse.
2. The person attacks our ideas. The other side chops down our ideas, opinions, and options.
3. The person threatens our needs. The person threatens to take away a basic need of ours if they do not get their way i.e. “I’ll make sure you’ll never work in this city again.”
4. We get frustrated. Our tolerance level for getting things done might be low or affected by any number of environmental factors in our lives.
Factors That Lower Our Frustration Tolerance
1. Stress / Anxiety. When our stress-level increases, our tolerance for frustration decreases.
2. Pain. Physical and emotional pain lowers our frustration tolerance. This is because we are so focused on taking care of our survival needs, that we do not have time for anything or anyone else.
4. Recent irritations. Recent irritations can also be called “having a bad day.” It’s the little irritations that add up during the course of the day that lower our tolerance for frustration. Recent irritations can be: stepping in a puddle, spilling coffee on your shirt, being late for work, being stuck in a traffic jam, having a flat tire.
Recognizing the Physiological Signs of Anger
By recognizing the physiological signs of anger, we can attune ourselves to know when it is time to take measures to make sure that our level of anger does not get out of control. Here are some symptoms of anger:
1. Unconscious tensing of muscles, especially in the face and neck.
2. Teeth grinding
3. Breathing rate increases dramatically
6. Sweating
7. Feeling hot or cold
8. Shaking in the hands
9. Goosebumps
10. Heart rate increases
11. Adrenaline is released into your system creating a surge of power.
so honestly, think about all of these, i hope it’s not going anywhere. now i need an outlet of release! gonna start applying for other jobs, hopefully one of them WILL respond!.
